Awal tahun, yang entah begitu berat. sisa2 hempasan nafas tahun lalu blum usai, tiba2
ku tersedak (lagi)
tiba2 Alanis menepuk pundak-ku...
"...What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine"
Alanis tiba-tiba mampir ke tumpukkan playlist disaat yang tepat.
sepertinya dia 'menenangkan' ku. bercerita, menyemangati , bersenandung
dengan liriknya...
Sebagai lelaki -dalam kurung DEWASA- aku diuji lagi.
sebagai Anak, sebagai Calon Suami, Sebagai Pekerja, Sebagai Umat.
Dan Lirik ini meyeduhkan senandung yang melegakan helaan nafas...
I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five
I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette
What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign
I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby
What it all comes down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano
What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab...
*sesaat setelah SMS dari dia 'yang selalu membuatku hidup'
{iya Aku-pun saat ini masih tetap cinta Kamu, Rasa yang tetap ada sampai hari tak lagi berganti)