Jobeless

This year, the beginning of 2008. Year of 'Gopher' Chinese Said. I Have some several loss.
My ‘JOB’ especially, The Job who keep me A live for several years. Just almost 2 years actually… well I know this moment going to happen. And I never depend my self so much from this JOB. Yes now I’m Jobless.. Lack of income. Much of expanses.

PAM late Bill. 200,000 IDR
SPP 350,000 IDR
House Rent 200,000 IDR
PLN 50,000 IDR

That exclude for future expanses. Hiks.

2 month I forget how wonderful it be at 1st day of month, when paycheck day. Now that moment gone. Well, ‘Rizki’ ga akan kemana’ I’m still a live at this moment.

I wondering why they ‘kick’ me out? Well I’m not surely wondering…I understand why, I’m did a thing by halves. Well, I’m not sure regretting or not. Hmm, at that moment when the job fine, then lately that job disappoint me. Downgrade happen 2 times, and I’m thinking that they such a piggish! Imagine, someone pay about Rp. 1,000,000 for 3DsMAX course about 16 times. And want to know what I got? Rp. 20,000 each course! That means 16x20= Rp. 320.000. see.. how piggish they are? That when downgrade happen. My 1st honorarium was Rp. 30,000 each course. Imagine that this is 3Ds MAX course!! Not Words or Office course… not that I’m being miser with knowledge, if they just pay Rp. 500,000 for that course I’m sincere with that payment. Ironic, teaching PC literate, doesn’t even have my own PC.

The bottom line that, they never give a damned with us as a freelancer. Never made us be a part of them. In my others ‘place-of-job’ they more concern, I got ‘annual bonus’ even I just work there in two weeks…

Well, I learn that I must do utmost,wherever, whatever… and with that attitude I’m surely that we got nothing to lose! Stop do a thing by halves!

Well, I’m sincere.

I’m now like a whore, pay per job.
Anyone need me?? Just call me 08154198101… I Serve you the best I can !! Hehehehe..
Tariff? We negotiate letter…
Call me OK!